Flaw - Through The Eyes lyrics

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  1. Only The Strong
  2. Payback
  3. My Letter
  4. Get Up Again
  5. Whole
  6. Amendment
  7. Scheme
  8. What I Have To Do
  9. Inner Strength
  10. Best I Am
  11. Out Of Whack
  12. Reliance
  13. One More Time
  14. Away
  15. No Time




Only The Strong

(It's time...)

Step on up!

What makes me think that,
It'll all work out in the end?
Afraid to feel bad,
Better off to try and pretend
I'm immortal,
Immune to all that is wrong
Just keep on wishing,
Crossing my fingers so long
Is this helping?
I'm growing weaker each day
Can't stop whining,
Still afraid of what I might say
Or reactions,
That control us one and all

It's mine,
And it's pure and,
As decent as I can make myself
Inside, we all know,
Only the strong survive
Why don't you think about that?
Why don't you think about that?

So now I'm bleeding,
On myself yes once again
Seems I trusted another deceitful friend,
My fault, should've known the deal
Keep your friends close,
But your enemies closer; for real
Seems easy, but nothing could be so hard
Trying to guess life's dealing
What's the next card?
I'm surely folding,
I don't like this hand at all

It's mine,
And it's pure and,
As decent as I can make myself
Inside, we all know,
Only the strong survive
Why don't you think about that?

Keep those eyes wide open, here comes a blind side
Keep those eyes wide open, here comes a blind side
Keep those eyes wide open, here comes a blind side
Keep those eyes wide open, here comes a blind side
Keep those eyes wide open, here comes a blind side
Keep those eyes wide open, here comes a blind side
Keep those eyes wide open, here comes a blind side
Keep those eyes wide open, here comes a blind side

Maybe things happen for a reason,
And wherein lies the answer
To overcome the grieving,
Of life's unruly lessons
I'm handed in succession,
It builds my pain which makes me strong

It's mine,
It's pure and,
As decent as I can make myself
Inside, we all know,
Only the strong survive

Well it's mine,
And it's pure and,
As decent as I can make myself
Inside, we all know,
Only the strong survive

Why don't you think about that?
Why don't you think about that for a minute?




Payback

There's another reflection involved up in my mind
A wholeness that has just been lost
Striving hard for perfection but still nothing to find
Some value with a cheaper cost
And as I reach out to hear you the sound is so muffled
It makes a lesser man of me
So the only thing left to bring up to date is

You suck!
Watch me fall while I go down
I'm taking all you bastards to the ground with
me then I'll frown
On your fucking whole life
The systematic hype still means a bit much to me
Watch me fall while I go down
I'm taking all you bastards to the ground with
me then I'll frown
On your fucking whole life
The systematic hype still means a bit much to me

I'm at the point of retraction and still slipping further
This place is getting worse for me
There's such a lack of direction and models to live by
No bright skies ahead of me
And as I reach out for your hand
you turn and then wander
Why I simply just can't see

No separation of gender no difference in me
You're just leading me on and on and on
You lead me on and on and on and on

You suck!
Watch me fall while I go down
I'm taking all you bastards to the ground with
me then I'll frown
On your fucking whole life
The systematic hype still means a bit much to me
Watch me fall while I go down
I'm taking all you bastards to the ground with
me then I'll frown
On your fucking whole life
The systematic hype still means a bit much to me

Pretty soon it's gonna come back and be your turn
Pretty soon it's gonna come back and be your turn
Pretty soon it's gonna come back and be your turn
Pretty soon you're gonna be the one that burns
Pretty soon it's gonna come back and be your turn
Pretty soon it's gonna come back and be your turn
Pretty soon it's gonna come back and be your turn

Guess what?
You Suck!
Watch me fall while I go down
I'm taking all you bastards to the ground with
me then I'll frown
On your fucking whole life
The systematic hype still means a bit much to me
Watch me fall while I go down
I'm taking all you bastards to the ground with
me then I'll frown
On your fucking whole life
The systematic hype still means a bit much to me

Your turn now




My Letter

This is my letter to you
We started following a certain description
We started simple and fair, once again
Before there wasn't any need for an answer
Things were much different then, but

Now you question who I am, who I am inside
Now there's nothing left to hide, so here it goes,
This is my letter

Hope you're alright, it's been rough for me
Thinking all night, about the places I'd be
If I'd maybe, just did a little bit more
You might've let me, become a man for sure
And if I might, express one concern
It seems an issue, all day at every turn
What's the next step, the latest hole in my life
What's next for me to learn?

What's next for me to learn?

Engulf myself into a permanent mystery
No one day just as the next (Not for me)
It's so confusing when I look at my history
I just can't handle that yet, no

Now you question who I am, who I am inside
Now there's nothing left to hide, so here it goes,
This is my letter

Hope you're alright, it's been rough for me
Thinking all night, about the places I'd be
If I maybe, just did a little bit more
You might've let me, become a man for sure
And if I might, express one concern
It seems an issue, all day at every turn
What's the next step, the latest hole in my life
What's next for me to learn?

One more friendship ends, and then for awhile
I can breathe again

Hope you're alright, it's been rough for me
Thinking all night, about the places I'd be
If I maybe, just did a little bit more
You might've let me, become a man for sure
And if I might, express one concern
It seems an issue, all day at every turn
What's the next step, the latest hole in my life
What's next for me to learn?

What's next for me to learn?




Get Up Again

Here we go again
A very temperamental process, beginning with
all of our excess
Affecting our very own ingest, this side of
you is speechless
Overwhelmed within an abscess, creating new diseases
And infecting whomever it pleases, we've been
living this way for too long, too long
Then I noticed a difference, in the way that I
saw other insects
Who were living a life of indulgence, sheltered
by their parents
Such an unlucky existence, not given a
chance to experience
And make their own decisions, I wouldn't trade
my own mistakes at all

Reach out your hands!
Out for the ones who, aid when the going gets rough
Until the end! These are the ones who, help when
the times get tough
And times will get tough! Get up again
Times will get tough! Get up again

Here it comes once again

Just reach out your hands!
Out for the ones who, aid when the going gets rough
Until the end! These are the ones who, help when
the times get tough
And times will get tough! Get up again
Times will get tough! Just get up again




Whole

So maybe I am bound by fate
A problematic scarring induced by hate
It never seems to all pan out
Is that what all this teaching is needed to scout?
You seemed to have a bad effect
Your rules and contradictions I would neglect
Though not my fault you made me feel
Like my own education wasn't truly real

Then you came right in
Tearing out my soul
How could all this loss
Be your only goal?
I'm left standing here
Desperate in the cold
Since you took your life
Mine has not been whole

It has not been whole...

So there I stood, a scolded child
The reasons never questioned
My pain's been filed inside this place
That makes me feel
I learned life is unfair and that is very real

Then you came right in
Tearing out my soul
How could all this loss
Be your only goal?
I'm left standing here
Desperate in the cold
Since you took your life
Mine just has not been whole!

MY LIFE IS JUST NOT WHOLE!
My life is just not whole...

While you try to overcome the lesson
Making the most of those questions that just keep me guessing
I'm looking longer, harder, further than I ever have
Solitude breaking me down you always seemed glad
To rid yourself and stick me in that little pit
Personal growth as a child that mattered not a bit
Then I became the member that you hated most
Disrespecting the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost
A small example of what the things you've done to me
Have changed in my life and changed the things that I can't be
I'll never be

Then you came right in
Tearing out my soul
How could all this loss
Be your only goal?
I'm left standing here
Desperate in the cold
Since you took your life
Mine just has not been whole!

MY LIFE IS JUST NOT WHOLE!




Amendment

Come on and brace your fate.
Engulfed up in the rat race, we hold our futures down.
So just resist the plot and find the answer,
Etched eternal, as we self-destruct,
Day by day, one by one.

One more example of disrespect,
That you seem to offer, no more than complete neglect.
A generation with fate all tied.
This aint a game, we dont enjoy this ride.

Try to percieve the lie,
All caught up in your own high opinions of yourself.
Should be concerned about your life,
Theres been enough strife to crash a person's hope.
And as the days delay our every other move,
We've been consumed by apathy,
Thats right.
It has become a pain inside,
My brain is screaming,
Look what you've done to me.

CHORUS

Break.
It's just the break we're giving 'em.
It's just the break that you're giving 'em.

Layed to waste out in the open,
Turned away once again.
This isn't right,
This ain't supposed to happen.
Now life's too short,
We shouldn't have to die.
And I have had to stop all of my emotions.
Why?
Oh, bittering faith escapes again, again.

Just look at what we have done.
Will you look at who we've become?
Priorities astray,
It goes on and on each day.
We've wrecked their only try,
And still we wonder why,
We're recipients of hate.
Motherfucker!

Break your back,
Just once, and then you know,
You gotta face your fright,
That's right, yeah.
With your five-second morals and your three-second smile,
You just break your back,
Just once, and then you know
You gotta face your fright,
With your five-second morals and your three-second smile.




Scheme

It up woke in me years ago,
How this was meant to be.
All of those falsehoods plain to see.
They dug,
And hung their greed.
Will there be profit you could see?
If only we were blind.
Lonley and sheltered,
Your life is free,
But it's still one step behind.

CHORUS
Just like me
They tried their rules on me
They tried their rules on me
They tried their rules on me, me, me...
I broke those chains and fucking split.
And so you,
And so you,
And so you,
Pass all the fascist asses
Ignore those classes
Of bottleneck masses
Producing an all but awful stench,
Delivering a section of all the money stole and spent.
As you start to reconize you're in the game
You start to recognize
And then from day to day
You see the playing board is you.

Growing afflictions head to toe,
This never should have been.
But placing blame is cowardly.
Restructure must begin.
Will there be profits you could see?
If only we were blind.
Lonely and sheltered,
Your life is free,
But it's still one step behind.

CHORUS

The playing board is you.
The playing board is you..
The playing board is you...




What I Have To Do

Well it seems as though everyone's been led
Astray far away from
From what we know. still can't find a reason or
The right words to say, it'll be ok

Wrapped up in all the things that are wrong
It's the only trial so far as the verdict falls
Down you still break away

*Chorus*
Caught up in our social degradation, you can't
Even see the truth
We're only half as good at personal relations
Look around and see the proof
Only a few of us go in the right direction, even
Though we're singled out
It's the only thing that keeps me alive, I do what
I have to do

How was I to know, force fed corporate trials
Each day, every single day
But we must grow, echoing the single most
Important thing in the way, every single day

Wrapped up in all the things that are wrong
It's the only trial so far as the verdict falls
Down you still break away

*Chorus*
Caught up in our social degradation, you can't
Even see the truth
We're only half as good at personal relations
Look around and see the proof
Only a few of us go in the right direction, even
Though we're singled out
It's the only thing that keeps me alive, I do what
I have to do

Not slipping, drifting, falling, one step further
From the norm, what is the norm
Not living, longing, trying so much harder than before
What if I, what if I, run far away
Would I still be seen the same, break away

*Chorus*
Caught up in our social degradation, you can't
Even see the truth
We're only half as good at personal relations
Look around and see the proof
Only a few of us go in the right direction, even
Though we're singled out
It's the only thing that keeps me alive, I do what
I have to do

It's what I want




Inner Strength

Here we sit
All alone in an outnumbered fight
Led to decipher between wrong and right
And some may fail
At this joke that some of us call life
Yes at this game that some call life

But the system can't bail me out of hell
I've made this discovery and it has helped
All I've got is myself, I have faith in that
Believe and one day, you'll do just as well now

As you were
You little puppet, you pauper, you freak, that's right
That's what some of them have said to me
So I object, and try to figure things out for myself
I'm building up full emotional wealth

But the system can't bail me out of hell
I've made this discovery and it has helped
All I've got is myself, I have faith in that
Believe and one day, maybe you'll do just as well now

The inner strength, is what the hate, it wants us not to feel
It's time that we helped, there's no room to fail
You already know the way out of hell
All we got is ourselves, I have faith in that
Believe and one day
We'll put the system in jail, we'll put the system in jail
I made it through scraped black and blue
But so can you
I made it through so black and blue
But you can too
I made it through scraped black and blue
But so can you
I've made it through,
We'll all make it through




Best I Am

Long.
I've been running away for far too long.
Afraid of what?
Afraid of what I know is soon to come.
I may not be much of an example right now,
But I can give you all of my knowledge on how
To get along in this place.

Right now, all I can say,
Is I will do the best that I can,
To be a good example of man.
And I know one day that you'll understand.
You deserve the best that I am.
You deserve the best that I am.

It's so hard,
So hard to think about when I was a child.
So angry at life,
I blamed the world for such a long, long time.
But things happened so quickly,
Some people just go.
I needed answers to heal me,
I wanted to know how to get by,
And now its my turn to say,

That I will do the best that I can,
To be a good example of man.
And I know one day that you'll understand.
You deserve the best that I am.
So I gotta do the best that I can,
To be a good example of man.
And I know one day that you'll understand.
You deserve the best that I am, I am, I am.

THIS IS ALL FOR YOU

(everything in this world)
(everything in this world)
This is all for you.
(everything in this world)
(everything in your world)
Things wont (everything in this world)
Always,
Go right (everything in my world)
In this life.
There's always changes.(everything in your world)
We'll make it.

That's why I gotta do the best that I can,
To be a good example of man.
And I know one day that you'll understand.
You deserve the best I am, I am, I am.

And I will..
Cause I will..
I will..

I will do the best that I can!




Out Of Whack

Maybe nobody told you about this life
Maybe nobody answered your questions why
Simple revelations, they come in time
Those liars told us things would all be fine
Born out of whack, give him something possible
You thought it would've mattered
Not likely to change things we've come too far
Where innocent young kids are put behind bars
But it's an easy decision, banished so far
You're not as civil as you think you are
(Chorus)
You say we're all born out of whack
Well, don't act so surprised now, there's been
A lot going on
Since you realized that we're all just kids trying
To get along
So answer one thing
Are you gonna stay inside, are you gonna stay
Inside of your minds?
Are we all born wrong?
(Chorus)

[As printed in CD booklet]




Reliance

So you think the areas gray, but it continues each day
A bad example of the attitude you portray
Act like I owe you my life, you should be
Burdened with strife
Can't find a single reason I could live with
You as my wife
So I continue to pray, and hope that
You'll go away
A bad addiction to a home wrecking thing who plays
With my heart and that's the bottom line
I feel so empty
What can you give me I can't give myself
And what part of my life can you fix, that I
Can't fix my damn self
God I'm losing patience each day, I've put
Myself in harms way
Can't seem to justify none of the s*** you say
Can't find another way out, there's nothing left
But pure doubt
I'm on the verge of pulling all my hair straight out
So if you listen to me, not to the powers that be
We're not supposed to be together, can't you see
Indecision is the bottom line, I feel so empty now
(Chorus)
I'm gonna show you now, this time I'm getting out
I've said it many times, but this time I have
Figured out
Just how I'm moving on, it's taken way too long
Inside I know I'll feel much better, when you're
Really gone
(Chorus)

[As printed in CD booklet]




One More Time

There must be something you can recommend. I've
lost my faith in man again
So sick of trying to pretend. Same pain over
and over again
How much longer do you think we'll stand. So
little left here to live for
By the time my life is at its end. I'll want it back
One more time
Let me try one more time. Live my life
one more time
We never seem ready for this
It keeps on. It keeps on
It keeps on haunting me day after day. Am I
going about things the right way
Which truth's to pass and with which truth's to say
It's all so hard I'm just so damn afraid
Had about as much as I can take. So little left
here to live for
By the time my life is at its end. I'll want it back
(chorus)
I need the chance to live my life one more time
Give me the chance to live my life one more time




Away

Though I've made an awful mess
I've found a way out
Keeps me sane and helps me not regress
I believe there's no other route
Cause when you're hurting and you're down you're at your worst
Misinterpreted or maybe your own self you cursed
Action works both through confidence won't align
Only fooling yourself thinking everything's just fine
You never opened up your mind anyway,
Afraid of what you might find safe to say
Be real and face all the fears that you may
It all works out someday

So sick of the same old shit, I'm in deep
and it's almost like there's no way out
But then a light of hope shines down upon me
I realize just how I gotta let it out

It's a pleasure that I'm in control
First time in my life
Doesn't matter how the ball rolls
I know I'll be alright

So sick of the same old shit, I'm in deep
and it's almost like there's no way out
But then a light of hope shines down upon me
I realize just how I gotta let it out

Music is a drug
And you know god if I could
I'd shoot it all day long

Though I've made an awful mess
I found a way out
It keeps me sane and helps me not regress
You see, I believe there is no other route

So sick of the same old shit, I'm in deep
and it's almost like there's no way out
But then a light of hope shines down upon me
I realize just how I gotta let it out

Music is a drug
And you know god if I could
I'd shoot it all day long

Though I've made an awful damn mess
I've found a way out...

Keeps me sane helps me not regress, so what's wrong (repeat)
Keeps me sane...

MY MUSIC IS A DRUG
SHOOT IT
SHOOT IT




No Time

Are you gonna change up the rules
Giving the impression that all this comes from you
Treating all your allies like tools
Maybe there is a facet of life that passed right by you

Even the fathers of all our misguided sons are
Resting in a place of no disgrace surrounded by
Examples giving grace to all those people feeling the grudge
Of one expensive taste, oh what a waste
Provided by you

Time, needing much more of
Time, calling me home and
Time is the only portion of life
That is not negotiable...

Stories that we know just aren't true
All of those things that make our time overdue
Treating all your allies like tools
Maybe there's a facet of life that passed right by you

Even the fathers of all our misguided sons are
Resting in a place of no disgrace surrounded by
Examples giving grace to all those people feeling the grudge
Of one expensive taste, such a waste
Provided by you

Time, needing much more of
Time, calling me home and
Time is the only portion of life
That is not negotiable...

Time, needing much more of
Time, calling me home and
Time is the only portion of life
That is not negotiable...