The Butterfly Effect - Begins Here lyrics

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  1. Intro
  2. Perception Twin
  3. Consequence
  4. One Second Of Insanity
  5. Crave
  6. Beautiful Mine
  7. Interlude
  8. Filling Silence
  9. Always
  10. Without Wings
  11. Overwhelmed
  12. A.D.
  13. Outro




Intro

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Perception Twin

Push me over the edges…
Suffocating the senses
You strip me defenseless, I know you
Images reflected
I’m raped and molested, touched by you
Perception over reality
And what we see is not always what we see
Deeper inside
You’ll find your eyes lie, judge not this time

Alone

Distorted dreams in the silence
No vital signs just the violence
Tortured frame in the empty
Scars on my body just ghosts to remind me
I burn

Still reflection disturbs you
Twin perception unnerves you
Slit in two
Beautiful brutality
Self-inflicted these cuts my company
Opposite sides of this coin
Try both sides
I’m yours you’re mine

Alone

You scream like a symphony
Wicked trick has left me in agony
Your malfunction is needing
Vertical scars and proof of the bleeding
You burn

Your twin with you
Within the burning
I am your twin
With you within alone




Consequence

Clutching my heart I can’t feel any more
Laughing to death as I fall to the floor
Irony cruel, calling my name
Suffer this consequence,
The shame you’ve given me
I still breathe

Your love sickness I savour like wine
Drilling down hard like a blade in my spine
Damaged nerve endings are feeding me, Raw
Thought patterns processed, I still can’t ignore your hate
Precious pain

Broken and bitter on the faces you tread
Left in your wake are the trails of the dead
Shape shifting sands move and twist undertow
No depth perception has made you shallow

Now I’m freezing for you
Burn alive
Wont stop now and still I try
I’m alive
Bleed if I want to
If i want to
if i want to
I'll bleed if i want to
Now and still I try
I’m alive

Frost bitten finger tips scratching my name
You’ve left me here to suffer the blame
Callously cruel is your punishment
Lies to deceive is this my consequence

Damage me, damage me, hate me to death
Cripple me, cripple me, there’s nothing left
Parasite poisonous left under skin
Slow self addiction no prize you will win

Now I’m freezing for you
Burn alive
Wont stop now and still I try
I’m alive
Bleed if I want to
If i want to
if i want to
I'll bleed if i want to
Now and still I try
I’m alive

Consequence




One Second Of Insanity

Damn you make up your mind
I pop a pill at a time
And you've got it crawling like my skin
When you don't wanna be found
You dig a hole in the ground
Choke down the filth you're living in

Is this the reason I've been low?
If this is wrong then let me go
It's a long way down
But you never listen
It's the wrong time now
But you never give in (yeah)

Smash your grip on control
For sale sign on your soul
Bite down, smile and take the pain
Pressure tested to break
What choice will you make?
One second or Infinity?

Is this the reason I've been low?
If this is wrong then let me go
It's a long way down
But you never listen
It's the wrong time now
But you never give in

Give me one second to breathe!
One second
One-one-one one second
One Second
One second

Is a long time now
But you never listen
It's the wrong way around
But you never give in




Crave

When you crave
Hurts like slave
More the pain

Hold on when it feels like I only want you
And I'll bleed
Only for you

When you lie
Damaged
I crawl like flies

Hold on, when it feels like flies, oh, crawling their way through me cause I'm empty, I'm empty like you made me
When it burns like lies and all I want is you won't I but it hates me, it hates me like you hate me

yeah you do, crave

You
Me
Always and forever yeah
It's hard to be strong when I crave you like I do

Hold on,when it feels like flies I'm only waiting you want me down but I'm empty, I'm empty like you made me
When it burns like lies and all I want is you won't I but it hates me, it hates me like you HATE ME




Beautiful Mine

Void to feel
Broken the wheel
I am the reason you feel
the reason you feel
the reason you feel no more
Cage confines
A beautiful mine
I, the way that you feel
the long divides
the cold divides
the pain divides....you

I see you
I see through

Where will you be in the dark
Oh, your never fine
What will you see if you don't look
they're never mine
never mine
never mine

touch the taste
the empty embrace
I am the reason you run
the reason you run
the reason you run from here
The lost design for the beautiful mine
I, the way that you feel
the long divides
the cold divides
the pain divides....you

I see you
I see through

Where will you be in the dark
Oh, your never fine
What will you see if you don't look
they're never mine
never mine
never mine
How will you stand if you fall down and never try
looking for someone you'll never be, never find
never find
never find

(again and again and again and again and again and again)

Where will you be in the dark
Oh, your never fine
What will you see if you don't look
they're never mine
never mine
never mine
How will you stand if you fall down and never try
looking for someone you'll never be, never fine
beautiful mine




Interlude

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Filling Silence

Safe... Only for you

On the edge of the dark

Where no one can find you
Breathe... extinguish the spark
Are you hiding from something
No self... Reflecting in scene

When I feel you lost inside me
darkness blinds me now that I feel you, i've
Now that I feel you, I

Exit the empty
exist... where nothing was found

where no one can find me
i'll go... softly without a sound

will I find you lost inside me
silence i'll be
now that I feel you, I
now that I feel you, I...

Drifting inside
Closing my eyes
Till the pain died
given in to you
I've given in to you, I...

...feel you now...

And I feel you, I...

You...

I feel you... I...

Feel you, I....

*This is the bit where Clint sings REALLY high like an angel!*

Feel you.......
Now I have gone in to you
All that remains I know....
Is the silence thats filling me now..
Can you hear me..... NOW!

Empty Craving???
Filling Silence..




Always

Always

I can feel you.. against my skin,

I feel you...

Like the poison seeping into
Into my veins, numb with the pain

Sick and guilty
is The sadness you've given to me...

I can feel you... Always...

I will learn too late
It's too late.. to change
It is too late..
Still these strange frustration stains
Burn my skin when nobody needs me....

This sadness.. Forced to feel
Like poison, I'll never heal

I will learn too late
It's too late.. to change
It is too late..
Still these strange frustration stains
Burn my skin when nobody needs me....

It's always, you're always
I'm always and I
I need you always.. I need you always

It's always, you're always,
I'm always and I
I'm always... Always...

Always...

I am with you always
I am with you always
I am with you always
I am with you always

Always.. Always.. Always.. Always..




Without Wings

Mould me, human clay

Broken cutaway

Using me puppet strings

still born (I'm still born), without wings

broken wings

I've ruptured, the fragile sea

taken a life you steal

Embryo and always too (always too)

when building blocks, fall down on you

without wings your without wings

why wont you find the reasons why

your without wings your without wings

smashing all your precious things

your ruining (x4) me

I don't bleed without you

Trauma, my mistake

ending are we made to break

new threshold the more you wait

I'm breathing under water (x7)

without wings your without wings

why wont you find the reasons why

your without wings your without wings

smashing all your precious things

your ruining (x4) me

I don't bleed without you

precious things

without wings

if I'm dreaming your awake is it real

inside me sickness mine to take

yours to feel

u cocoon inside your own

temperate stain

breathing new life into my lungs

your not breathing

your without your without wings you left me here

you precious things your precious things you broken, broken




Overwhelmed

You’ve got me crawling out of a hole in the ground now
Pick me up, dust me off and then you push me around again
I watch you hit/kick, with the hatred you strike
Shamed to smile, broken teeth then you turn out the lights on me

I know why you want to hurt me so bad
You didn’t mean to hurt me so bad
But you did

Now that you’ve got your hand tightly gripped around my throat
Broken back shortest straw and I’m beginning to choke
I’m sorry for the blood, these stains won’t come out,
Can’t you see what you’ve done, what you did, what you’ve done to me?

Why are you hurting me?
Only you know
When you hit me again I know you
What you do? You did it to me,
When you hit me again I know you




A.D.

After
The ones who wait
For judgment
To befall them
And deserved are we
That need no judgment
Fear nothing
But nothing itself
Find faith in yourselves
For you're all Gods
All of you
Within yourselves
In this
The year
We pray
And after the wooden icons have infested your mind
Ground your feet
And all that is real
And bare the scars
of all your convictions
Wear them
Yourself
The proud
The standalones
Do
Do not ask forgiveness from the icon
Ask it from yourselves

Sickness beginning
Lies continuing
Story and fable
See-through not able

Its cold and dry
As I am (design?) the sea
That blinds me behind me
But nothing is left of me
Hide behind as I decide
For the end of time
We will be
So as I find my eye itself
It's jealousy
The evolution would be
But nothing is left to see
What I decide
Give time
To the end of time
When I would be left to see

More to the meaning
Forbidden you feel me
I'm broken and freezing
Exhausted from breathing
The weakness beginning
Try and believe it
No more
We believe you

I'm not like you
Go and be gone
you betrayed my trust

Lies all lies all lies all lies
If you stay
You feel without feeling
All is lost




Outro

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