Tantric - The End Begins lyrics

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  1. Regret
  2. Down And Out
  3. The One
  4. Love Song
  5. Wishing
  6. Something Better
  7. Lucky One
  8. The End Begins
  9. Monopoly
  10. Why Don't You
  11. Lay




Regret

Should I try and cut myself for you?
Do I have to let it bleed with no regard?
Tell me just exactly what to do
I'm afraid I have gone too far

Cause I don't know just what your feeling yet
Cause I've been left out in the cold
All I know is we both share regrets
We haven't done this yet
There's nothing here we cannot change

I could never find myself without you
You could never be yourself without me
Why even try to lie or ignore the truth?
Is there someone else I should be?

Cause I don't know just what your feeling yet
Cause I've been left out in the cold
All I know is we both share regrets
We haven't done this yet
There's nothing here we cannot change
We cannot change

All I know is we both share regrets

Cause I don't know just what you're feeling yet
Cause I've been left out in the cold
Cause I don't know just what you're feeling yet
Cause I've been left out in the cold
All I know is we both share regrets
We haven't done this yet
There's nothing here that we can change




Down And Out

Coming up for air so I can
Check myself again and I stand
Proven to the man sheltered
Confidence we tend to shelf and
Unexpected hunger drives me
Just shut up and stand beside me
I don't need your understanding
I don't need to change a damn thing

Though I'm used to have you here
It's doesn't change the man I was
When you found me
and there was no one else around me yeah
Just turn the page and watch me grow
There's so many things that you don't know
About my soul
Live and die but this will not get old

Just when you think that you're down and out
Don't preconceive what I'm all about
Look for a reason that you have to start
Acting like a friend that you are not

And when you think that we played it out
we come from the bottom and knock it out
look for a reason that you have to start
acting like a friend but you are not

Nothing in-between to fall through
I'm being myself who are you
You stand above and look down
You're just a plagaristic clown
You suck the life out of me
You keep track of the petty
And when this well becomes dry
You'll shed a tear for another lie
Though I'm used to have you here
It's doesn't change the man I was
When you found me
and there was no one else around me yeah
Just turn the page and watch me grow
There's so many things that you don't know
About my soul
Live and die but this will not get old

Just when you think that your down and out
Don't preconceive what I'm all about
Look for a reason that you have to start
Acting like a friend that you are not

And when you think that we played it out
we come from the bottom and knock it out
look for a reason that you have to start
acting like a friend but you are not

Though I'm used to have you here
Its doesn't change the man I was
When you found me
and there was no one else around me
yeah, yeah oooh

Just when you think that your down and out
Don't preconceive what I'm all about
Look for a reason that you have to start
Acting like a friend that you are not

And when you think that we played it out
we come from the bottom and knock it out
look for a reason that you have to start
acting like a friend but you are not




The One

I'm a victim of circumstance always willing to take a chance
A unique individual and my pain is residual

With theres duality to i say fuck this calamity
I'm aware of my sanity but inside I don't wanna be

I've got this world on my shoulders weighing down like a boulder
All these things that I'm questioning is the sum above everything

Oh I'm bitchin' about this now try releasing but don't know how
I accept the way that idea even though I know I can give now

If I am not the one
Still I won't step aside
What have I become?
A victim of a foolish pride
If I am not the one
Then tell me why I act this way
Your one begotten son
Has made everything you feel

With all the glamor and glory well I'm not leavin don't worry
There's so much more to the story cause I'm an infinite quarry

Ohh this is my only version of what I see and imagine
Everything I am witnessing. Hey! Is anyone listening?

Its too late to be lookin' back. Its the ways we can react
A mind is so pitying don't you follow that reasoning?

Owww your struggle is where we shine I wont let this be left behind
There's a purpose for everything with the thinkin' we strengthening now

If I am not the one
Still I won't step aside
What have I become?
A victim of a foolish pride
If I am not the one
Then tell me why I act this way
Your one begotten son
Has made everything you feel

If I am not the one
Still I won't step aside
What have I become?
A victim of a foolish pride
If I am not the one
Then tell me why I act this way
Your one begotten son
Has made everything you feel

If I am not the one
Still I won't step aside
What have I become?
Victim of a foolish pride




Love Song

So here you are you're knockin' at my door with saddened eyes
The color is the same but there's a change
The difference is between the little lies I've told
To keep a peace. You know the love was still the same

Oh it's better in life to lose a minute
Then have to go through life and really never get to live it
Your premade path is just an illusion
I'm sick of all your dirty lies that cause this confusion

I never wanna hear another love song
It's all all bunch of lies and I've been through it all
I know its like I'm bitter, I don't give a shit
I hope you're really happy and you choke on it
I never wanna hear another love poem
Or claiming all your love in truth was done
I know it's like I'm bitter, I dont give a shit
I hope you're really happy and you choke on it

God forgive me for these random things
The little things I do, it's really not my truth
Everything is overwhelming me, constantly deserping me
'Til I get away from you

It's better in life to lose a minute
Then have to go through life and really never get to live it

I never wanna hear another love song
It's all all bunch of lies and I've been through it all
I know its like I'm bitter, I don't give a shit
I hope you're really happy and you choke on it
I never wanna hear another love poem
Or claiming all your love in truth was done
I know it's like I'm bitter, I don't give a shit
I hope you're really happy and you choke on it

And I smile as you listen and you're thinking to yourself
You're the reason why your living in this pain

I never wanna hear another love song
It's all all bunch of lies and I've been through it all
I know its like I'm bitter, I don't give a shit
I hope you're really happy and you choke on it
I never wanna hear another love poem
Or claiming all your love in truth was done
I know it's like I'm bitter, I don't give a shit
I hope you're really happy and you choke on it

I never wanna hear another love song
It's all all bunch of lies and I've been through it all
I know its like I'm bitter, I don't give a shit
I hope you're really happy and you choke on it
I never wanna hear another love poem
Or claiming all your love in truth was done
I know it's like I'm bitter, I don't give a shit
I hope you're really happy and you choke on it
On it
On it
On it, on it, on it
I hope you choke on it




Wishing

No need to look around
There's no one here but you
So I scream without a sound
And hope that it gets through
Time is clamping down
Its getting hard to breathe
I can't imagine how to live my life without you in it

Cause I've been wishing so hard
Tell me can you relate
You want something so bad and in time
Its too long to wait
Cause I've been wishing so hard
Tell me if you think that its true
Cause everything I've been wishing for I had in me in you

There's nothing left to say
There's nothing left to do
Just turn and walk away
And I'll do the same thing too
And when you're all alone
Waiting for a call
There'll be nobody home, nobody there for you at all.

Cause I've been wishing so hard
Tell me can you relate
You want something so bad and in time
Its too long to wait
Cause I've been wishing so hard
Tell me if you think that its true
Cause everything I've been wishing for I had in me in you

Oh cause I've been waiting for this life long enough to survive many lives but I wont give up
This blood sweat and tears I've given through the years I overcome the fears too much is never
enough
I think I'm wasting my time
I think I'm losing my mind, yeah
I think I'm wasting my time
I know I'm losing my mind, yeah

Tell me can you relate
Ohhh when in time its too long to wait

Cause I've been wishing so hard
Tell me can you relate
You want something so bad and in time
Its too long to wait
Cause I've been wishing so hard
Tell me if you think that its true
Cause everything I've been wishing for I found in me in you

Cause I've been wishing so hard
Tell me can you relate
You want something so bad and in time
Its too long to wait
Cause I've been wishing so hard
Tell me if you think that its true
Cause everything I've been wishing for I had in me in you

In you
In you




Something Better

Tell me if I'm good enough
Then tell me if you're strong enough
Tell me if I'm too late
To make up for my mistakes

I, have said this before but it means so much more to me this
Time, has been on my side 'til now
I can't believe I let it get this bad

Don't you want something better?

And I'm goin' crazy
Losing you has faded me
You taken on another hand
Is changing everything I planned

You, told me in confidence that you had to admit it didn't feel
Right, when I can understand those things
I never quite got before

Don't you want something better?
Something bigger than we are
This is my open letter
There's a sign that it's not far
Yeah

Despite all the reasons people tend to go astray
There's nothing left behind that all this pain will go away
I can't say goodbye
So I won't even try

Don't you wan something better?
Something bigger than we are
This is my open letter
There's a sign that its not far

Tell me if I'm good enough

Tell me if you're strong enough




Lucky One

I've been in this town for years too long for me to see straight
Just writing poems and promises that someone slow to take in all away from me
Right now I'm livin' dreams that were dreamt by younger ones
And as it spins into a web I'm gettin' caught I'm barely able to see the sun

But to right the wrongs
I'll take the long way just to find her
Way to be gone away from this

Get up again and hold it in
You're 'bout to be the lucky one
Get up and trade it in
You're 'bout to be the lucky one

Look around to figure out around why certain things take so quickly
I'm sick of all these random smiles i see, I'm in all in a plastic city
I get around a moving lie just to look at another one
I don't know you anymore. I don't think I know anyone

To right the wrongs
I'll take the long way just to find her
Way to be gone away from this

Get up again and hold it in
You're 'bout to be the lucky one
Get up and trade it in
You're 'bout to be the lucky one

To right the wrongs
I'll take the long way to just to find her
Way to be gone away from this

Get up again and hold it in
You're 'bout to be the lucky one
Get up and trade it in
You're 'bout to be the lucky one
The lucky one




The End Begins

I know what you think of me but I had to move on
I know I'm riding on my feet and the hating's gone
Well here I go down this path again
They say every road must come to an end
When the sun rises then falls into the dawn
Said everybody knows what's going on

All my blood has been forgotten
And all my tears have dried alone

Until the end begins
It seems that everything is comin' back again
The end begins
Sometimes you have to start where you begin

I will rise above this thing you imprinted on me
And I will embrace all the pain and a need I will feel
Cause it's given me suts but I won't give up
You can push me around but I won't shut up
I may fall to the ground by I won't get stuck
I can do it myself I don't need your luck

Many words I haven't spoken
For everything I've held within

Until the end begins
It seems that everything is comin' back again
The end begins
Sometimes you have to start where you begin

Cause everybody's got to fight sometimes
Everybody's got to try sometimes
Even though it's hard to see the light
You will never know the time is right

Until the end begins
It seems that everything is comin' back again
The end begins
Sometimes you have to start where you begin

The end begins
It seems that everything is comin' back again
The end begins
Sometimes you have to start where you begin




Monopoly

Ohh you want to talk around them, talk about me, talk about what this that and everything
Every way I been fuckin you but you don't have a clue
How while you sit there pointin' fingers at, imagine that, I'm the real vision of the person
that you want to be
It's never been you it's always been me

Isn't it funny? When every money's
What you're trippin' over, leaving a paper trail

When matter of fact I don't regret the things that I have done
And if I do I'll never dwell upon a fallin' sun
When matter of fact I have respect I feel for everyone
So let me be and you will see I'm not a fallen son

Even though its still in my hands and you time after time wanted to work it through savin'
myself so I won't be joining you
Sadly enough I'm letting go of you
You want to hate me cause you quit on me, you didn't believe I would never give up or never
give into negativity
But you never believed in me

Isn't it funny? When every money's
What you're trippin' over, leaving a paper trail

When matter of fact I don't regret the things that I have done
And if I do I'll never dwell upon a fallin' sun
When matter of fact I have respect I feel for everyone
So let me be and you will see I'm not a fallen son

When matter of fact I don't regret the things that I have done
And if I do I'll never dwell upon a fallin' sun
When matter of fact I have respect I feel for everyone
So let me be and you will see I'm not a falling son




Why Don't You

I've been waiting here for so long
Trying to find another place where I belong
Well what you want to be
But you could never see
Cause you're makin' mistakes you really take
And there's nothin' left for me

(On and on, on and on again)
I've been waiting all alone
(On and on, on and on again)
Try to find a place that's home
(On and on, on and on again)
I made out for you to see
(On and on, on and on again)
Is this what you really need?

Why don't you make mistakes like I do?
Why don't you make mistakes like I do?
I
I don't wanna die

I've been doing this all by myself
Tryin' to put all of my problems on the shelf
But what I have to see
Is this could never be
So I'm makin' my way through everyday
And I'm takin' what I need

(On and on, on and on again)
I've been waiting all alone
(On and on, on and on again)
Try to find a place that's home
(On and on, on and on again)
I made out for you to see
(On and on, on and on again)
Is this what you really need?

Why don't you make mistakes like I do?
Why don't you make mistakes like I do?
I
I don't wanna die

(My precious stone)
(You don't deserve)
(Your perfect world)
(Has gone blind)

Why don't you make mistakes like I do?
Why don't you make mistakes like I do?
I
I don't wanna die

Why don't you make mistakes like I do?
Why don't you make mistakes like I do?
I
I don't wanna die




Lay

Come on and get out
Is there something that you're feeling let out
Cause there's a price you'll pay and get out
Won't you get outta here?
Come on and be free
From your demons, lay on to me
So now I feel the pain that you feel
And it's not getting better

Cause I've been there before
A soul had came in for
What does life have in store
Before I lay
I lay

Stand up and leave
I see you sinking deep, deeply
Don't be afraid of who you want to be
Just stand and break the weather
Hope is in your hand
Don't let this feeling fade if you can
The hole is not to you is your
And faith will make it better

Cause I've been there before
A soul had came in for
What does life have in store
Before I lay
I lay

Lay your head
Nothing lasts forever
So don't stress it your head
The best is yet to come so you should
Rest your mind
Looking out the window sill
That you will find
The blind if you don't know

Cause I've been there before
A soul had came in for
What does life have in store
Before I lay
I lay
I lay
I lay
I lay