Breaking Point - Beautiful Disorder lyrics
- Show Me A Sign
- Don't Let Go
- All Messed Up
- Promise Keeper
- Goodbye To You
- How Does It Feel
- Had Enough Of You
- Never Walk Away
- Nothing Left At All
- Reality Show
- Killing With Kindness
Show Me A Sign
Could you give me just some kind of sign
To let me know that I'm not wasting my time
I just need a reason to believe
I've lost all visibilty
'Cause I can't see just what you mean
By what you're telling me
Should I stay or go, do you even know
It's all a riddle to me
Show me a sign and give me reason to believe
Don't waste my time, just give me some kind of sign
Show me a sign and give me reason to believe
Before this all just fades away, away
Would you tell me 'cause I can't read your mind
I'm so lost but it's not that hard to find
I know exactly what you need
It's become quite evident, just what you meant
I need to vent, well here's my two cents
Don't leave me hanging on if you know it's wrong
It's all a riddle to me
Show me a sign and give me reason to believe
Don't waste my time, just give me some kind of sign
Show me a sign and give me reason to believe
Before this all just fades away
Give me just some kind of sign
Give me just some kind of sign
Give me just some kind of sign
Give me just some kind of sign
'Cause I know that everything is changing
And I feel like you always leave me hanging
Don't leave me hanging on
Don't leave me hanging on
Don't leave me hanging on
If you know it's wrong
If you know it's wrong
If you know it's wrong
Show me a sign and give me reason to believe
Don't waste my time, just give me some kind of sign
Show me a sign and give me reason to believe
Before this all just fades away
Give me just some kind of sign
Give me just some kind of sign
Before this all just fades away
Don't Let Go
I see the future not the past
I won't let go, I'll make this last
I won't give up, I'll find a way
The same old faces haunting me
But I won't let them control me
I'm good enough and I'm strong enough
So don't let go
Just hold on tightly
I won't give up until I find a way
I'm at the end of the road
There's no turning back now
I've come too far
I'm only miles away
Miles away
I'm only miles away
I'm looking deep inside myself
Searching for the one way out
'Cause I won't let this slip away
So every night I hope and pray
Knowing that I'll find a way
I won't give up, no I won't give up
So don't let go
Just hold on tightly
I won't give up until I find a way
I'm at the end of the road
There's no turning back now
I've come too far
I'm only miles away
I'm only miles away
So just look into my eyes
And try to read my mind
Explore all the treasures locked in me
So just look into my eyes
Then you'd realize
That you're the one who's haunting me
One who's haunting me
Don't let go
Just hold on tightly
I won't give up until I find a way
I'm at the end of the road
There's no turning back now
I've come too far
I'm only miles away
I'm at the end of the road
And I won't let go
I've come too far
I'm only miles away
I'm only miles away
I'm only miles away
I've come too far
I'm only miles away
All Messed Up
I hope I never wake up
I dream about you all the time now
And I don't wanna face
Another night without you here
Someday, someway, somehow
We will be together again
You know I've always wanted
Just to feel the touch of your love
You know I've always hated
Knowing how far apart we are
Someday, someway, somehow
We will be together again
I just want you to know
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Baby I'm all messed up in you
You're far away
But you're here with me
Baby I'm all messed up in you
You're all I need
My everything
Every night i wake up
Hoping that I'll find you here and
There's not a day that goes by
I don't think about your smile
Someday, someway, somehow
We will be together again
I just want you to know
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And I know that we will find a way
To be together someday
And I promise you that I won't leave
I'll be here forever
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I want you
I need you
I'm lost here without you
I'm all messed up in you
I hope i never wake up
I dream about you all the time now.
Promise Keeper
Come fly with me tonight
Come carry me away from all these troubles in my life
I've had to face
This time i'll make it right
I've learned from my mistakes and i will never say goodbye to you
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So i'll be your promise keeper
Your one believer
As long as i'm alive
And i'll be your one and only
And hold you closely
Until the day i die
It's time i see the better things in life
Cause i don't wanna waste away
Without putting up a fight
For what we need
I'll make a sacrifice
I'll give up all the little things
And try to make this right for you
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Because forever starts tonight
Forever starts tonight
And i know we'll make this right
Because forever starts tonight
And i'll be there
To mend you
When you're broken
And i'll be there
And defend you
When you're helpless
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I'll be your promise keeper
Until the day i die
Goodbye To You
There's so much I want to say now
But it's too late i know
There's no way to heal these wounds now
And my heart bleeds for you
And our love is crashing
Like a tidal wave
Coming over me
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So I wanted you to know
That i finally let you go
After all i've held on to
This is my goodbye to you
I was always there for you
But you never saw the truth
And the reason that i know
Is i've finally let you go
Yesterday you were my best friend
But tomorrow took you away
There's not much for me to say now
Just goodbye, farewell
And our love is crashing
Like a tidal wave
Coming over me
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And every time i close my eyes
My heart is bleeding deep inside
But now my eyes are open
And i'm never gonna be the one for you
The one for you
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I finally let you go
Let you go
Let you go so this is my goodbye to you.
How Does It Feel
I could never be the one for you
You're so filled with hate
I could never treat ones like you do
It's time to change my fate
And every time i open up to you
All you do is you shut me out
And every time i've tried to work with you
All you do is you bring me down
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So how does it feel
To care for no one
How does it feel
To treat me like you do
And i don't wanna drown in sorrow
So how does it feel
To be alone
I've been hearing voices in my head
Telling me to forget
I've been seeing signs for quit some time
Now i'm left with regret
And every time i think i'm through with you
You always seem to come around
And every time i've tried to work with you
All you've done is you've brought me down
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How does it feel to be alone?
I could never be the one
Be the one
Be the one for you
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How does it feel to be alone?
I could never be the one for you
Had Enough Of You
I always wanted to be with you
But only when i'm away from you
And I have always hated loving you
And all the pain you put me through
Now i, have had all that i can take from you
And now that the game is over
I'm here to let you know that
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I have had enough of you
The shi** you put me through
You know i never cared that much for you
I have had enough of you
You treat me like a fool
You know i never cared that much
I've had enough of you
You play like an angel saving grace
But all the lies are on your face
And i, have put up a shield to fend from you
And now that the game is over
I'm here to let you know that
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Only time can take away
All the pain you left in me
Only time can pave the way
But now that the worst is over
I'm here to let you know that
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I've had enough of you
Never Walk Away
You can't take everything away
Cause i will fight and beat you at your game
And nothing or no one
Can take the place of all these empty memories
You left me time and time again
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So you waste your life away
By playing all these games
But you know, i would never let you win
And you want your life to change
So you find someone to blame
But you know, i will never walk away
Today's the day
I won't turn away
Cause i'll make sure that you taste my pain
Cause nothing or no one
Can take away the pain that you gave me
You played me time and time again
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Cause i'm searching
For reasons not to throw this all away
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Nothing Left At All
It's so ugly inside here
I'm trapped here
I cannot leave this place
Everything is all changing and fading
And i want to escape
But just when i thought i'd found a way out
I fall right on my face
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So don't wait too late
To see that they take til there's nothing
Nothing left at all
We live to give ourselves away
But they take til there's nothing left at all
Is there anyone out there
To hear me
Hear me crying out
Cause i need someone to show me
The reality of what i've got to face
But just when i finally start to wake up
I find out it's too late
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Why can't they hear us
Why can't they see
Cause we're crying out for something
Something to believe
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Don't wait too late to see that we're fighting for something
Something that's already gone
Today i gave myself away
And i'm left here with nothing
Nothing left at all
Reality Show
We shape our lives by what we see on the t.v.
And now we're lost not knowing who or what to be
And all our lives, we run and hide
Never knowing what's the truth behind the lies
The big disguise they've led us to believe
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We're all living a reality show
And everyone is always acting their role
And all our lives in stereo
Cause we're all living a reality show
I see the picture as it's painted on the screen
And i don't even know what's real or fantasy
But i realize all the lies
Can not change the way i choose to live my life
Televised for everyone to see
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And i'm trying not to notice
But i'm losing all my focus in my life
In my life
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Killing With Kindness
I held my tongue too many times
Even though i should have spoke my mind
And i have nothing nice to say
So i won't say anything at all
And now i've swallowed my pride
And i've ignored i've even lied
But nothing compares to what you put me through
And all the hate and the bliss
But now it comes down to this
When everything just turns around right back to you
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I'll kill you with kindness
I can't take this fighting
And i won't be driven by my fears
I'll kill you with kindness
I won't break the silence
And I won't be driven by my fears
I close my eyes and realize
That maybe there's something i've left behind
But everything i saw in you
Was the furthest thing from the truth
And now you've pushed me to the edge
When all my love for you is dead
And i won't let you walk all over me
And i've taken all that i can bare
But no one said that life is fair
Cause i can't take another day with you
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And i'm sick of your complaining
When you're the one who's changing
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I'll kill you with kindness