Mudvayne - L.D. 50

Mudvayne - L.D. 50 lyrics

Monolith
Dig
Internal Primates Forever
-1
Death Blooms
Golden Ratio
Cradle
Nothing To Gein
Mutatis Mutandis
Everything And Nothing
Severed
Recombinant Resurgence
Prod
Pharmaecopia
Under My Skin
(k)Now F(orever)
Lethal Dosage

Monolith

These symptoms suggested that our evolution,
I suppose from the animal kingdom into human kingdom
Itself was catalysed or
Or triggered by our encounter with these
Hallucinogenics, and

Yes, we are an ape with a symbiotic relationship
To a mushroom
And that has given us self reflection
Language
Religion
And all the spectrum of effects that flow from these things

And one can only wonder how
These hallucinogens might effect our future evolution as well

They have brought us to this point
And as we make our relationship to them concious
We may be able to take control of our furute evolutionary path.

Dig

Dig
Bury me
Underneath
Everything that I am
Rearranging
Dig
Bury me
Underneath
Everything that I was
Slowly changing

I would like to beat the face
Of any muthafucker that's thinking they can change me
White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold
If you're wanting a piece of me
I broke the muthafucking mold
I'm drowning
In your wake
Shit rubbed
In my face
Teething
On concrete
Gums bleeding

Dig
Bury me
Underneath
Everything that I am
Rearranging
Dig
Bury me
Underneath
Everything that I was
Slowly changing

I struggle in violated space
Sell out muthafuckers in the biz that try to fuck me
Hang from their T's rated P.G. insight
I ain't selling my soul when there's nothing to buy
I'm livid
In my space
Pissing
In my face
Fuck you
While you try
To fuck me

Dig
Bury me
Underneath
Everything that I am
Rearranging
Dig
Bury me
Underneath
Everything that I was

You ain't fuckin' shit changing
Me
Dig
Dig
Dig

Dig
Now muthafucker dig
Dig
Now muthafucker dig
Dig
Now muthafucker dig

Let me help you tie the rope around your neck
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge
Let me help you hold the glock against your head
Let me help you tie the rope around your neck
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge
Let me help you hold the glock against your head
Let me help you chain the weights onto your legs
Get on the plank fight!

Dig
Bury me
Underneath
Everything that I am
Rearranging
Dig
Bury me
Underneath
Everything that I was
Slowly changing

Wish you were committing
Suicide
Sucking on a muthafucking tailpipe
Dead man walking on a tight rope
Limbless in the middle of a channel
Bombs away.

Internal Primates Forever

Jump
Jump
Jump

Cop provisions
Feed my addictions
Mistakes I made then
I opened up the holes and they got in
Now when it's time for the feed they won't let me forget
They ride upon my back and they'll fuck me with their need
My invisible enemies
All my monkeys

They're coming
They're coming
They're coming
They're coming
They're coming
They're coming to take me away
Haha

Disgusted
With my position
So submissive I am
The only way we get away is give in
Sharpen up the razors
Stab the needles into pipes
To kill cravings
So sick of this
In me can't stand
The want to need
Can't get free
Always
got a grip on me

There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet
Of deprivation
Obedience subservience
Leads to substance
Everything I've become now is everything I didn't want to be

Give it to me
Give it to me

Leave my motivation to chemical dependency
No room for patience
Don't want it
Need it
Come on
Right now
Everything I've become now is everything I didn't want to be

Every time I try to run away
I fall on my face they drag me back
They drag me back
Every time I try to run away
I fall on my face

Help
They won't leave me alone
Help
They won't leave me alone
They won't leave me alone

Yeah
If I would have known back then what I know now
I'd take it back
I'd take it back
If I would have known back then what I know now
I'd take it back
I'd take it back
I'd take it all fuckin' back

Stay away
Stay away

Hold
Me I'm shaking violently
Pull
Me out of my covering
Mold
Me into a new man
Lull
Me into a deep sleep

Stay away
Stay away

Hold
Me I'm shaking violently
Pull
Me out of my covering
Mold
Me into a new man
Lull
Me into a deep sleep

One
Two
There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet
Of deprivation
Obedience subservience
Leads to substance
Everything I've become now is everything I didn't want to be

Even if you want you can't stop
Even if you want you can't stop
Even if you want you can't stop
Even if you want you can't stop

Internal Primates Forever
Internal Primates Forever
Internal Primates Forever
Internal Primates Forever
Internal Primates Forever
Internal Primates Forever
Internal Primates Forever
Internal Primates Forever.

-1

Losses, losers and more, gain of life's pleasures cohorts listen
Behind the doors to a life sheltered in, less than zero in me all my walls
Falling down pains aloft misery
I'm sure that the lessons were learned I'm sure that the punishments
Went well deserved by the pawn in the plan taste of shit bitterness
Walk from me everything systematically

Come on youweretheone youweretheone
To dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing
Tell me what I'm supposed to be
Tell me who I'm supposed to be
Tell me what it takes to ascend
Tell me what it takes to live

Patience, pleasures and rewards, come in due time stare at the sun
I'm bored in a life meaningless soaking up all of me like the cross
You worship life is loss look at me I'm sure that some day we'll wake
Up I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the dream
Of success and focus... tunneling to the light glowing deep inside of
Me your taunting I wake up

Pain misery distress dismal know where depressed idiot failure
In me... calling... loser... man I'm the
Loser... loser... loser... in me... who I am... in me...

Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me
Don't need your sympathy or empathy, don't need your sympathy inside of me
Don't need your sympathy or empathy, don't need your sympathy inside of me
Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me

Come on
I know youweretheone youweretheone
Numb to feelings inside of me why I've seized my vision
Need you to tell me who to be
Need you to tell me what to be
Need you to tell me how to ascend
Need you to tell me how to live.

Death Blooms

Cold seems crippling
Lame meander through corridors
Aroma's thick with age
Mark off the day
Reflections of my life are fading

Pull me out of body
Don't want it, don't want in
Feeble frail and rotting
Descending
I'm lost in
A structure that's collapsing
Don't want it
Cast into
Maker take the body
Don't want it
It wants me

Past has found its place
Salvation is no more
Will God accept my peace
Bleached will pardon me
Reflections of my life are fading

Pull me out of body
Don't want it, don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending
I'm lost in
A structure that's collapsing
Don't want it
Cast into,
Maker take the body
Don't want it
It wants me

I just want to run around
Fly kites
Wrestle
Jump and play
Swim through waves that crash
To shore
Memories in me
Cocooned in misery

I'm sick
And tired
Of embracing reflections of past time
Receive me or cast me away
God please take me away
Resistance
Futile
Suicidal ideas
I will crucify my own being
Satisfy selfish needs fuck the deities
Justify my own right to what's waiting for me

On the other side of me
The time has come
Lock and load
I'm coming
I'm coming
I'm coming
I'm coming home

Pull me out of body
Don't want it, don't want in,
Pull me out of body
Don't want it, don't want in,

Pull me out of body
Don't want it, don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting
Descending
I'm lost in
A structure that's collapsing
Descending
Don't want it,
Maker take the body
Don't want it, don't want in,
Pull me out of body
Don't want it, don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting
Descending
I'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing
Descending
Don't want it
Maker take the body
Don't want it
It wants me

I just want to run around
Fly kites
Wrestle
Jump and play
Swim through waves that crash
To shore
Memories in me
Cocooned in misery

The darkness overcomes
Soul soars to the other plain
Existence past
The door
I sail
Through purgatory's bay

I asked a god for poison cradle me
Sown to my dreams
Souls searching
Death blossoms where clouds lie over me
Held in God's hands
Death blooming

Dark for fear of failure
An inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting
Roiling hate
Death gripped my veins
Unveiling rancid petals
Flowering forth foul nectar
The space between a blink and a tear
Death blooms

Golden Ratio

(Instrumental)

Cradle

Breathe
Breathe
Breathe
Breathe
Push
Push
Push
Push

I lost you
You were my God
Thought what do I do now
You were never there for me
Never there to carry me
26 years looking back that time is gone
It was you I believed in
Look what you've done to me
Realize what you've done to
Me

Oh, God please
Oh, God please
I wanna breathe
Before my life just walks away from me

I can't see going on
In this darkness I'm blind
Beneath my cradle, the bough has broke
I exorcise my loss
Your lies
Punishment

It takes time
To try to mend the wounds of all the suffering
What do I do now?
And, all I'm asking from you please
Send me a sign
To guide me through the times that lie in front of me
I'll get by
Myself

Look at me now, a piece of shit like you
Look at me now, you left me, so fuck you
Look at me now, a piece of shit like you
Look at me now, you left me, so fuck you

'Cause everybody leaves me
Everybody's gone
Watch my father leave me
There's nobody left
Feels like I've never been loved
Everybody leaves me
Never gave a shit about me
Everybody's gone
I'll rot in my head alone

I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away
(I'll rot in my head all alone)

Fucking cocksucker

Me
Fake being
Inside of my heart you are the liar
Innocence displaced
Institutionalised in my own life
Been left

Here I stand now and I'm alone
With no one to comfort me
One set of footprints in the sand
No one to take my hand, I'll
I'll walk through as long as I need
I'll drift through my life though I'm alone
Outgrown the cradle that once housed me
And I've found that all I need is
Me
Me
Me
Me

Found I've never needed you
To push through
All the shit that stacks up
Inside of my life
Endless plight that circulates through my body
I'll keep stumbling
Beating
Pummeling
Teething on the rind and
Renounce my being

I can't see going on
I can't see going on
I can't see going on
I can't see going on

I can't see
I'm to tired
I can't see
Well, I can't see going on
I'm so tired
Of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering
What do I do now
And, all I'm asking from you please
Send me a sign
To guide me through the times that lie in front of me
I'll get by
Myself

I can't see going on, fuck it
I can't see going on, fuck it
I can't see going on, fuck it
I can't see going on, fuck it

Nothing To Gein

Cold and silent
Soiled face
I will wash it all away
With my love
That's all she's ever needed
From me
It's my time
To mother
One of my own
In my life
I am so alone
Left with no one
In my life
I'm so alone

Life submissiveness
Hypnotizing the ignorant
A little boy's best friend's always his mother
At least that's what she said
Life
Of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And their love is meaningless
I'm just a soiled dirty boy
I'm just a soiled dirty boy

Sheltered life
Innocence
Insulated memories
Spark reflections of my head
Duality in my consciousness
Caught in the war of hemispheres
Between the love lost in my head

Mommy do you still live inside of me?
I'm so lost in my life without any guiding
Protected me my whole life from everything
Nailed shut the doors to the shrine
To screen your dead eyes from me and my sickness
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face

Deliver the remains from her womb of Earth
Prep the rack and tie up for new love's rebirth
Covert understanding of novice surgery
I'll focus concentration and only take
Just what I need
For sickness, I'm masticating
Dancing and masturbating
Celebrate in fields of night with skin upon my face

If I soak my hands in others blood
Am I sick?
If I wash my hands in others blood
Am I sick?
If I drench myself in others blood
Am I sick?
If I bathe myself in others blood

For the sickness
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face
Dance and masturbate in night light by myself

Nothing
Is left for me to gain
They're coming to take me far away
Nothing
Is left for me to gain
They're coming to take me far away
Nothing
Is left for me to gain
They're coming to take me far away
Nothing
Is left for me to gain
They're coming to take me far away

Life
Of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And their love is meaningless
I'm so soiled

Soiled, Soiled, Soiled, Soiled, Soiled
Soiled, Soiled, Soiled, Soiled, Soiled
Soiled, Soiled, Soiled, Soiled, Soiled
Soiled, Soiled.

Mutatis Mutandis

(Instrumental)

Everything And Nothing

We swallow the spit
Steal acceptance lend denial
Telling me that my life is free and boundless
Then I'm forced to stay between the lines
They construct death
To demolish life
Plant the seeds to harvest loss
Found empty truth is full of lies
Lies
Lies
Lies

We're hoping for despair
Starvation's gluttony
Subtle chaotic peace
War divided unity
Pro-life
Pro-choice
Blinded
Insight
Left wing
Right wing
Black
White
Leaders following

I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything
I am nothing
I am everything
I am nothing

Stop fucking with me
I'm the accused I'm not the enemy
You're so confused
No way you could enlighten me
No freedom trapped in slavery
Deceitful honesty fucking human
Not a machine

Lay your hands upon me
It's all right to be afraid
They suffocate a time for us to change
Build palettes full of blacks and grays to shade our faces

In search for answers inviting
They shape our lives and disturb your space
Your hopes ran out upon that day
They played my life like it was some kind of game

Constant struggle inside me
A bunch of bigots
They have no room to receive the blame
So now I guess I'll be the one to improve the tears
Your fears
The loss
Your sacrifice given up for years

Guide me through this nothing that's everything
Walking my life on the lines that they decide
I'm waiting for the end of time
Praying for the end of time
Pray for the end of time

I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything
I am nothing
I am everything
I am nothing

Stop fucking with me
I'm the accused I'm not the enemy
You're so confused
No way you could enlighten me
No freedom trapped in slavery
Deceitful honesty fucking human
Not a machine

Stop fucking with me
I'm the accused I'm not the enemy
You're so confused
No way you could enlighten me
No freedom trapped in slavery
Deceitful honesty fucking human
Not a machine.

Severed

And we hide behind
Lies, Anger, Hate
They shoo love away
Build shells of ourselves outside
It shelters body from cold reigns of reality

Come on
Step out
Of your rind
Assemble strength
Focus
Release
And run to me
You can never look back
To the visions from my past
They fade
And wilt in time
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand, through,
Then I turn and walk away

Eclipse you all
Bleed you, cut you away
Bleed you
And strip you
Of your states of ain soph aur

Eclipse you all
Bleed you, cut you away
I spit upon my plate
And I push everything away
From me

And we sever all ties
It creates disruption midst circle of friends
I become the sacrifice
Spare your life and leave me to my misery

Get off the cross
And save yourself
Run away
You'll be okay

Run
Now get away from me
If I can get my grip
I'll pull you down into the hell
I call my head
You'll never get away
I sit down
In my ugly place and build walls
Of fragments from my past of all the people that I needed
And loved
That turned and walked away

You've got to just trust me to hold your hand, through
Then I'll turn and walk away

I walk under the clouds of gray
Sphere of storms in my head
I'm trapped again in endless rain

I divorce the thoughts of you in love with me
I divorce your innocence and my guilt
I divorce the lying sellout confidence
I'm divorcing every motherfucking thing

I divorce the love bled meaningless
I divorce the makeshit harmony
I divorce the taunting acts of violence
I divorce the pastime of jealousy

I divorce control
I divorce the faith
I divorce the virtue
I divorce the rain
I divorce the excuse
I divorce the greed
I divorce the greed
I divorce iniquity
In this muthafucking bullshit life
Just want it all to go away
Just want to run away to die
Take it
Myself
My life
Text book fuckin' mental
Off me and pitch me in a hole

In this muthafucking bullshit
Life
In this fuckin' bullshit
Life

I'll always be your shadow
And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur
I can't be the hero
Anymore
I spit up on my plate
And then I turn and walk away
I spit up on my plate
And I disrupt the family
I spit up on my plate
As I sever the entity
And I feel your warm sun
On my face
Separate
Separate
Separate
Separate

Eclipse you all
Bleed you, cut you away
Bleed you
And strip you
Of your states of ain soph aur

Eclipse you all
Bleed you, cut you away
I spit upon my plate
And I push everything away
From me

Eclipse you all
Bleed you, cut you away
Bleed you
And strip you
Of your states of ain soph aur

Eclipse you all
Bleed you, cut you away
It's always been this way
And I push everything away
From me

Eclipse you all
Bleed you, cut you away
Bleed you
And strip you
Of your states of ain soph aur.

Recombinant Resurgence

(Instrumental)

Prod

Emotions inside us, troubling,
The hatred inside us, escalating,
The sickness inside us, keeps you weak,
The masses inside of us,
Suffering, they are bleeding

The calling inside us, sick with greed,
The voices calling to us,
Deafening, we're not listening

Cannot receive the obvious,
Line up cattle and cut the neck,
Swat at the flies omit disgust

The leaders inside us posturing,
The pollution inside of us, suffocating me,
The science inside us menacing,
The will that's inside of us,
It's dying, end is coming

Cannot receive the obvious,
Line up cattle and cut the neck,
Drain us of life and cleanse the mess

Cleanse the mess,
Cleanse the mess,
Cleanse the mess,
Cleanse the mess!

Wash me off inside,
Wash me off inside.

We're ourselves,
We're ourselves,
We're ourselves,
Killers

Goddamn we fucked-up the circumstance,
Save us from ourselves,
Callous minds against trust and confidence,
Give a damn now.

Save us from ourselves,
Make it all go away,
Beg pardons from the mother,
Give a damn.

Save us from ourselves,
Make it all go away,
Beg the pardons from the mother,
Give a damn,
Now we'll sit and wait,

Wait, wait, wait for, the coming, of the end,
Wait for,

The coming, the ending,
The plight of man, deserving
no mercy, expelling by god's hand,
It's okay, DNA, it's over, no more pain,

No more pain,
No more pain.

Emotion, the hatred, the sickness, the calling

Cannot receive the obvious.
Line up cattle and cut the neck.
Swat at the flies omit disgust.

Drain us of life and cleanse the mess.

Pharmaecopia

Does your god come in a capsule,
To sedate you tear the walls down,
Headless prison cannibals chew,
to consume you bring the alien,

Halcium and morphine,
5-methoxy-n, n-dimethyltryptamine,
Psilocybin, mescaline, aspirin, histomine,
Brushite, darvaset, valium, caffeine, cannabis, and LSD,
Ayahuasca, harmine give it all to me I want it

These are just a few of my favorite things X 2

Trisolam and zanex, serotonin, mdma, ibogaine, dopeamine,
Tetra-hydro-chloride, atenolol,
Amanita muscaria,
Boric oxide, arrabinitol, psilocin, and flamizine,
Cylotec and harmaline
Give it all to me I want it

Does your god come in a capsule to sedate you,
Tear the walls down, headless prison,
Cannibals chew to consume you,
Bring the alien

You can't kill me,
I'm already dead
Inside my hole,
Inside my head,
We just beg for any way to be sedated,
It's all about escaping,
Numb to me,
Numb body from this hell,

I can feel them pushing, I can feel them pulling
I can feel them holding, I can feel them moving,
I can feel them prying, I can feel them prodding,
I can feel them breathing, I can feel them digging
I can feel them stabbing, I can feel them scoping,
I can feel them living, I can feel it,
Consume, take in, plunging, plumbing,
Instruments prying, aliens inside me,
Tooling the machine,
Intoxicating,
Feel it unfolding, riddles in me

It's all about escaping, we just beg for any way to get away
Who do you bow down to, does your god come in a capsule or on a plate
They're trying to sedate you, swallow self and bring on the alien
You tried to kill me, I'm already dead to this world
I'm already dead to this world

Under My Skin

Nailed inside my head
Fuck this
I don't need your shit
All the lies deceit and arrogance
Talk your shit like my life is some kinda game
Like you fucking know me
Just go
Far away and be small
Run far away and be small
Go lie in a hole and be small

Thorns So you want inside of me
Splinters So you want a piece of this
Pushing So you want to tear me down
Under my skin For your own selfish wants and needs
So you want inside of me
They want in
So you want a piece of this
Sharpened tongue
So you want to tear me down
To penetrate me

If you really think you got what it takes to be me
Then walk a mile in the skin
Of my head case mental being
So you want a piece
Of this life that belongs to me
Well make a cut on the line
And take a deeper look inside of the freak
That is me
Fucker
Come on

Disturb So you want inside of me
Search me So you want a piece of this
Prying up So you want to tear me down
All my scales For your own selfish wants and needs
So you want inside of me
To get in
So you want a piece of this
Lance the core
So you want to tear me down
To penetrate me

You're under my skin, fuck
Fucking fuck it
With
You're under my fucking skin

You were there like a punk
Just to get in my face
Wanted in me wanted to be
Till I gave you a taste
Need your goddamn pressure
Fronting stress I'm superman
With the S on my chest
Trying to step in my circle I'm leaving you purple and black
On your back drop your ass like a heart attack
Ripping through your life like a fucking hurricane
Fist full of Novocain
For the pain

You're nothing in my life in my head
You're nothing in my life in my head
Nailed inside my head

You're under my fucking skin

I have cleansed my life now of the people who pry
And threaten place always in my face
I think it's time for them to
Go away always in my fucking space
Always in my scene
Always in my sight
Always in my way
You're dead to me punk ass fuck

(k)Now F(orever)

Frozen moments in time,
Stopped hourglass,
They predicate, what you will know,
Dispositions lie within,
And so do we,
Don't want to run.
Don't want to hide,
Renounce the prayers for inspiration,
If you dictate what I will be
Then smash my face upon the concrete I'm weary,

I feel the stares piercing,
So sorry to soil your precious eyes,
Reflections spoon-feed you,
The bitterness and disgust that is me,
If you choose to reach out to lend to me,
I'll chew off your hand

I'm not beggin' for your fuckin' change
I'm not beggin' for your fuckin' change
I'm in touch with myself,
All alone within myself,
All one. Alone

Do what you will make it the whole of your law,
Burn down the faith that shadows life
And take a deeper look inside of what makes you
Pull down the shades internal light can be blinding
Brilliance
I'm not begging for your fuckin' change,
I'm just begging for a fuckin' change,
Complacence quenched of me

Lineage is ending

I am that, once was me, rising upward, guts wrenching
Sculpted cold, blistering, break the mold, sever me

Cut your throat, be the martyr, bitter pills, that we swallow,

Take me, chase me, swallow with me

Know, now, know, now

Inside of truth, coming to, close to me, ground consumes and embraces
me
Now forever

Born again,
I'm repositioning,
Self inside to self non-dimensional,
Lost to being,
I've recognized the cause,
Existence to come, alive now forever

I am once was
...that is me
I am once was,
That is me

I'm broken altered vacillating force,
Round square corners circles dance around wet figures,
Prisoner of time I'm no more,
Insight will guide us through the majesty of nothing,
It's like I'm touched with love by angel girl,
Let bastards rot in time for all their evil,
Let bastards rot in time for all their evil,
Let bastards rot in time

Lethal Dosage

(Instrumental)

Mudvayne - L.D. 50 lyrics

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